living.

You brought everything that had died in me back to life.

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homeless.

This house is not a home without you.
Please,
come back to me.

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Hallucinations

I can see you wherever I look
I can feel you whatever I do
I can touch you in my dreams
I can speak with you whenever I'm feeling alone and lost.
But I can't bring you back to life.
I can't bring you back to me.

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absence.

This is my fifth drink
but your absence is still everywhere I look.

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heartbreak.

I think I broke my own heart instead.

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another life.

Maybe we are made for each other in another life.

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you.

I write about what makes me happy.
And what makes me happy,
is you.

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memories.

When I walk across the small convenience store
where you used to take your little brother to
buy some ice cream on a beautiful Saturday night
I can still see you standing there and looking at me like you used to.
That's when I fell in love with you.

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vision.

When it's getting cold outside
and I hear our next door neighbours laughing
You are with me
sitting on the porch
and I can see you again.

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beauty.

You were like the end of summer
so beautiful
so sad
so breathtaking
and so heartbreaking

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autumn.

When the autumn comes
and all the colours of the nature wakes up
and when the leaves fall from trees
I'll in silence
and I'll be thinking about you.

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your nature.

How did you made
this cruel world we live in
so beautiful to
die within

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life.

It's funny how beautiful life could've been.

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demise.

If you would've been something else

something more

and something powerful

you would've been my demise.

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strength.

If only I had the strength to be stronger.

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Letters

When you push me against the wall
and you look deep into my eyes
and say
'you're all I see'
Somehow
Suddenly
You make my heart
breathe.

Letters 1.1

You are as beautiful as
Spring in Paris
and you make me feel alive like
the sound of my favorite song does

blinded.

You were the light of my day
You were the smile on my face
You were the hope of my thoughts
You were the key to my heart
And you were the reason to stay alive,
stay strong when things get hard
But you,
you couldn't see me.

Thank you note

I'm grateful that
you made it easy for me to let you go.

Hallucinations

You and I
So broken inside.

Hallucinations

I was drowning and you smiled.

Hallucinations

Choke me and tell me how much you care.

Nightmares

Yes,
You are the bogeyman under my bed.